Silence..

Can’t you see that your silence is harming,
Can’t you realize that your silence is pain,
Can you tell me why? Your silence is something I just can’t explain.
With your silence you take me higher,
Somewhere far away,
Were I just don’t seem to get no gain,
Something I just can’t explain.

A way you make me feel,
That makes me realize,
How hard is to believe, how hard is to know,
hard to move on, hard to let go,
but at the end, you’ve shown me, there is just one way to go…

...Untitled...

All I need is a moment,
all I seek is one time,
if I could only find a way to get back,
and let you know how I feel this time.
Because if I could, I would…
I would tell it all,
With no worries, no regrets, no taking back steps.
...But maybe now it’s too late,
and now I know somewhere, deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.
Living like this, keeping a comfortable distance...
that at the end makes me realize;
that you are,
or were supposed to be,
the one with who I could or should be.
To shear a life time, to shear one way,
without fear to live or die,
but instead, afraid of not living enough, to shear it all.
Afraid of not living the unlived days and moments,
We could be together,
feeling as if it could last forever.

"Underwater world"

If I die today,
Or the world ends tomorrow,
At least I’ll be glad of letting you know,
That beneath this sheet of paper lays my truth,
Of how deep and strong I loved you,
Even though one day I lost you.
You are my sweetest down fall,
To whom, if I could I swear would,
I would scream to the top of my lungs,
How strong my love was for you,
Past tense, I know
But oh! If you only knew, how crazy you made me go,
How you made me want you so bad, it hurt.
When it felt, like living in a underwater world,
Like fishes swimming with no direction,
On the waters of our deep blue sea,
With no limits, no regrets, no taking back steps.
A way you always made me feel, like I was your only fish in the sea.
But I’ll always wonder, why all good things come to an end,
When you let me go, you set me free,
You let me spread my wings and fly,
So high, until I could reach the sky.
You, my sweetest downfall.

Last night Inspiration...

These are my most sincere words,
straight from the bottom of my broken heart,
picking the pieces you left behind…
hoping that one day you would be able to find,
someone with who it’s worth the ride.
Someone to love you and care for you, as much as I did.
Someone to kiss you,
Hug you and hold you, the way that I did.
Who will always be right there,
for the good times, and the bad.
That no matter what,
Will always be better than myself,
and will never change you,
for someone else.

I woke up these morning...

I woke up this morning,
& realize you weren’t by my side…
it’s so hard to understand,
I just lost the love of my life.
Since we can’t be together,
and I thought these would last forever,
I’ve realized, that some way, somehow,
I’m still not over you.

Even though I set you free,
my heart still beats for you,
and my desire for your love,
just keeps growing strong enough.

I keep dreaming about you,
You are always on my mind,
seems to me like you are over my head all the time.
And while the world keeps spinning around,
I wonder, what are you waiting for?..
Don’t think twice! I won’t be around all the time.

Just remember, life won’t last forever,
And you know its worth together, forever…

lEt mE kNoW...

(a flash, 2am. inspiration!)

Let me know…

Hey there stranger,
Tell me, let me know…
Were you really that man,
Who once he gave his heart,
He never asked to give it back.
The man who never regret giving love,
As long as he gave it all...

How to describe the way that I'm feeling,
how to let you know,
when the thoughts that cross my mind,
don't slip through my lips at all.
When I no longer have time,
to love you and have you by my side.

Sept. the 9th!

September the 9th. (inspired by you…you know who you are)

...Its September the ninth of 2009,
It seems to me, that so far I’ve seen you more than nine times,
I’ve hugged you a few times,
I’ve been more than nine times in your arms,
and I’ve kissed your lips more than a few times;
But most of all I confess I’ve loved you, more than nine times…
Because no matter what, I always end up coming back to you,
I always come around,
Like a cat with nine lives, wishing to have you by my side.
Because nine times I’ve hugged you,
Nine times I’ve kissed you,
Nine times I’ve told you how much I miss you.
Nine times I’ve lost you,
Nine times I’ve missed you,
Nine times I’ve hated you,
Nine times I’ve hit you, jajaj…
But from all these times I’ve spend with you,
Weather is right or wrong,
I always end up falling more in love with you....